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Had personal talk with sis on Wed night.
I love having personal talk with family and friends, basically people around me.
The world is so small and my sis know who is Mrs Gan!
She was like : '' Oh the one with 2 kids right. very motherly and nice. '' hahaha
And she started sharing about her secondary school days in hougang sec.
Her one is so much more fun and exciting.
Chatted till like 2am before both of us head to bed and today felt extremely tired in school.


PS : My motivation to school is friends.

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CMC OR MCM.

I can't decide for now because I just read a whole lot of news of top students from NP.
5,6,7 pointers are competing with me.
And how they gradually move on to further studies in top universities overseas. Wow.


CMC will be stuck with chinese forever. I don't want, please.
I am afraid the people inside does not go with me in terms of personality,etc.
MCM my command of english is no fight to others, so definitely will be outcast if I'm joing them.
But the people inside are all fun and nice to be with.
So which one? Is is just either one. I don't want others.
If desperate enough, I'll just go business or tourism and resort management.
Wait, I know it is abit too early to be talking about this but I am applying for DPA.
But well, I am giving up so just do well for Os and join JAE,JPSAE. Study hard, Jiahao!
No matter what, just study..
Get over with Maths. Conquer it, although it sucks.
Sleep now,nights!


Note to self : Try to solve the software problem asap.
I need to transfer my 4000+ messages inside my pc because the whole phone was so laggy.
I could not receive message on time, more of like a few hrs or days later.
Will not delete all the messages, it reminded me so much of my memories especially last year with good friends :)

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I also just finished talking to Rujun on msn!
Amelia and rujun are camp-mates and I just knew it :)
Really nice to talk to her before she went offline to complete her econs hwk while I went to pack my study desk.
Omg no more stacks of notes,worksheets,textbooks.
Everything is back to their respective subject cupboard. I feel so organized now.
Just left with a few on the study table which I will arrange them tomorrow!
Oh and videos uploaded on fb already. Miss Chan LOL!!


Time check : 2.33am and I am still watching korean drama at channel U.


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After returning back from chalet, everyone are so active in facebook!!
And me and Weiting continue our daily msn chats :)
Plus me and Amelia were talking about hunks and babes at msn too. Hahahah!
We chat till really long like close to 2hrs? Before both of them went offline.
LOL LAH LAUGH LIKE SOME CRAZY ASS IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT.
We gave each other url links on facebook and comment about how good looking/pretty they are!
It is so good to talk to close friends and gossip about random things!
2E gathering chalet post coming soon :D



Today went out with ben,zy,freddy,daniel.
An afternoon spent at clare quay and vivo city.
Yes bought rock candy at sticky store in central's basement and Kristin, Jamie's wife was so nice.
Because she gave me a lollipop! :)
Also I accidentally drop my rainbow pillow on the floor and they asked me to go and change for a new packet.
Everything was so ''cui'' like powdered form.
Felt abit paiseh because is like normally other people will just ignore it and will not allow us to change for a new one.
This is my first visit there although I had tried rock candy before but didn't went to purchase it personally.
Vivo city to eat desserts omg the mango pomelo was really nice but it cost $5.50.
Had a good time just chilling out with them.
Also went to daiso to buy my chocolate snacks. Yeah for me but no for breakout. :)

Treat others like how you want others to treat you

OR

Treat others like how they had treated you?




I would choose both. But more towards choice 2.
There is a limit to choice 1.
Sometimes, when you treat people nicely, taking that extra bit of effort to be good.
They don't necessarily take it to heart, in fact they took in for granted.
They think that it is just normal, they do not treat you the way you treated them.
They don't feel anything at all because they simply have TOO MANY amazing people in their life.
So much so that they don't remember you.
Instead, they got influence by their surroundings.
They got affected by rumours, they got affected by lies, and in the end?
They treat you like another complete stranger and weird, it seems just like avoiding you without you noticing.
There were less communication between you and them, the friendship is not as close as before.
There are just this natural awkward feeling you'll feel when you're with the person.
A feeling that close friend will definitely not have it, at all.
Reason is - they were afraid of their friends talking back behind them.
This, is the only way to prevent misunderstanding.
They treated you badly in one way or another, it just suck so much you wish you can kill them.
They do things that disappoint you. They said words with nails piercing through your heart.
The worse thing of all? They don't realise what they did in the end.
They don't feel a sense of guilt.
I wonder what is their heart made of. Perhaps plastic.
A few days later, they pretended nothing happened and TRIED TO BE NICE to you.
They continue the daily jokes, they continue to be humorous, making you at least laugh a little
They forgotten what they had did, their actions, their words, their behaviour.
So I have told myself to treat them back badly too.
They don't deserve to be my friends, no wait they don't even exist in my world.
They don't deserve for me to be nice to them(I have been like this for the past few years)
It is just like serving myself to get bullied, get laughed, get insulted.
I decided I should stand up for myself. Come on. It is not that difficult.
I have dignity. I shouldn't let people like this affect me, I have a life of my own. Thank you.
Although in my religion, it had taught me to treat people normally.
ONE DAY THEY WILL KNOW YOUR EFFORT AND TREAT YOU BACK NICELY.
Regardless if what they did to you, because god will punish one's action.
It is a karma, a cycle. And if you do the same back to them, you'll get punish too.
But I find it pointless to actually punish their soul when they go to hell,
in which what they did is affecting the other party in real life LIKE NOW.
Or maybe when they got punish alive, it is FAR TOO LATE.
So late that either you yourself doesn't even exist, or it is the end of the world.
In drama, usually the ending is maybe they got cancer and die and that's it?
By making a person fall sick and leave the world is not enough to compensate what they had did to a person.
Physically,emotionally,mentally.
And you know what? The one who had always been treated unfairly will pity the bad ones when they fall ill.
This is the point when they ask for forgiveness, and the other party will say : " Its okay. I never blame you"
Everything is then solved. -.-'''



I can't be accepting them and keeping quiet and continue to let everything worsens.
I can't be putting every fake smile and trying to let the moment fly pass.
Pretending that : '' oh, it's okay. I am fine. '' and walk away.
Because that just makes me more stupid and stubborn.
It is the same concept as a girl JUST ONLY LOVE THAT ONE GUY,
which the guy continue to flirt and have sex with other girls.
I should have wake up, be smart and awake of the people around me.
FML.
Someone who can be easily used(when you need me) and dump aside(when you think i'm useless)
Someone who you can simply raise your voice at when you don't even dare to do so with the rest.
Someone which will be easily forgotten, neglected.
This is enough. Everything should end at this point of time.



This one month break was just a period of time when I really reflect about my own life.
How to change and improve on it. My dreams, my goals, what I want.
I will strive towards it.
I hope 10years later when I read this article, I will be a _______.
I will open a _________ and franchise ___________ to Singapore.
Oh wait, just make sure I survive after 2012. Hopefully.
If anyone can fill in the blanks I swear you know me extremely well.
:)



PS : I am jealous of you. Yes, you!! why why why.
Also, publishing this entry doesn't mean I am seeking revenge or what lah!!
I am still a very friendly person and the Jiahao you guys know. :D
Just having this random thought after returning from hat yai, abit emo and just want to blog my feelings out.

HAT YAI TRIP FROM 15-18 JUNE
LONG POST,PICTURES SPAM


I do not want to divide into 2 entry because the archives will only show one long entry.
So I have decided to blog about all 4 days together with many pictures!
And you guys can stay in my blog longer as well to finish reading :) HAHA.
Sorry if the picture quality sucks because sony camera do not take good shots under low-light condition!
It turns out having a lot of grains.


I personally feel that this year's trip to hat yai is better than last year's bangkok trip.
Last year many things happened, got cheated many times.
But this year we met good people, the tour guide was nice.
He is efficient and he gave us the assurance that we can leave everything to him.
I like how confident he is and said : '' Leave everything to me ''.
The driver was good too, but we forgot to give him tips when we go to the airport.
He has been driving since 17yrs old, and now he is already 57yrs old.
Omg, for 40years? And is still counting.
He told us he started driving single till married, have 5 children and now his daughter is a doctor.



I think it is really fun to try to speak to people in hat yai(another city of Thailand).
I usually speak to them in english, some speak mandarin, and I also speak teochew!
Most of it is teochew though, a dialect language.
And the activities for the day is smooth-sailing.
Also, our hotel is good. Because we're on the same building in a shopping mall.
Meaning below our hotel is a shopping mall so whenever we took the lift to the ground floor.
We had macdonals, kfc, swensens, pizzahut, arcade, sizzler, etc.
And outside is full of push-cart stalls selling food, shirts, shoes, and it was usually very crowded.
Especially in the night.
Then walking a few steps, there were more stalls which means more street-shopping!
Next time we're gonna go another street to shop!! :D




Really miss the times spent with family during the trip for 4d3n.
It was really great, a total of 17 of us! A very big group.
Didn't took much pictures during the third and last day.
Quite wasted though. Hopefully, we'll have more overseas trip and I will take more pictures.
Wore a threadless tee on the first day and bought along blue,green and orange plain tee.
It looks nice without any design on it, I just want the colour to stand out :)



I love the never ending shopping everytime on the crowded streets.
I love how everytime I met singaporeans in a foreign country.
I love to buy what I want at a cheaper price and can still ask for a much lower price.
I love my yellow and sky blue bermudas.
I love how we always chill at macdonals with a total of 17 of us.
I love how I can have fried rice > pizza > swensens > french fries in one day without getting fat.
I love eating, ALOT.
I love my nano for accompanying me through long bus rides.
I love to have a sumptous breakfast everyday when I woke up without worrying about studies.
I love how we always get out of our room and everyone stand outside to talk and go to each other's room.
I love how we always have a gathering when all of our rooms are open, is like the whole level belong to us.
I love how we shouted ''huat ah! '' and applauded,cheered,the smiley faces after the fire crackers had finished burning.
I love how I can lie on bed after shower, watch random shows and fall asleep.
I love how I have aircon almost 24hrs. Van? aircon. Room? Aircon. Except for the shopping part, but i don't mind =P
I love my polo sport shirt, the best buy ever!!

NICE RIGHT I KNOW :D




So on the first day, reached budget terminal and had macdonal breakfast there.
Saw a super cute small boy with curly hair. He looked like a japanese/korea toodler.
I should have took out my camera and snap a pic of him!
Anyway I know this is random but I saw a guy which look like kenneth leong. Lol right!
Is like the way he speak and everything, his look and hair. He behaves like him!
He took the same flight as me, we saw each other at hat yai's shopping street, took the same flight back too.
Anyway, here are some of the pics taken before and during boarding. :)






























MUM & DAD :)














In the bag claim international area at hat yai airport upon arrival, aunt lost her luggage.
The luggage contains my uncle, hers, 2 cousins belongings inside!
And aunt said she had expensive facial products as well.
It was careless that we left one luggage at the singapore's counter.
Sis used her blackberry to surf online and called budget terminal to ensure that the luggage is in Singapore.
Budget means budget, service sucks. Singapore airline is much better though.
So aunt and her family had to buy a new set of clothes to wear but it isn't a trouble at all.
Because it can be easily bought on the streets and shopping mall! Very nice design too :)
We were glad that everything is settled as she can collect her luggage when we return.
After that, checked in to hotel and had lunch!










































After resting, we all went to have swensens ice cream.
Headed over to shopping mall and mum bought a polo sport slippers!
While crossing over, we saw a reallllyyyy cute puppy dog inside a car.
Also saw a nice wallet(black and blue,style design) but then I already had a leather billabong wallet.
So I had decided not to spend the money unnecessarily.
When I was looking at the long-sleeve clothes, the sales lady were TALKING AND TALKING.
Is like can't she leave me alone to look around?
Whenever I go she kept following me and persuade me to buy!! -.-'''
Got so pissed that I walked off. Extremely irriating.
Please, this is not customer service but is like chasing your customers away.
















































For dinner, we had it at regency hotel which is just opposite our own hotel.
I had fried rice and I'm missing it right now!
There is live band music in the night and the ambience was good.































After dinner, went for street-shopping, birdnest, massage at the hotel to end off the day. :D
Overall, first day was fruitful and I enjoyed myself.
For continuously 3 nights, mum and dad had massage.
You'll regret if you don't spend 1hr45mins to relax.
The massage lady all came to our hotel(we don't go to the shop).
I used to had massage last time in hatyai when I was young.

































DAY 2

It was my favourite colour day!!
I wore a sky blue plain shirt with a blue bermudas. Totally blue :)
Breakfast buffet, activities for the day, shopping, eating, chilling, sleep.
I can tell you I keep eating and it just feels really great to EAT, EAT AND EAT.
Awesome max.
But I have no idea why my weight remains at 45kg.
Anyway, I had hot chocolate with noodles,fries,fried long beans,waffles, and many more!







































After breakfast,it was followed by visiting temples and praying.
Went to high hills and mountains and had to climb up the stairs as well.
It was breath-taking to see the view of hat yai at the top.
Also, we went to put fire-crackers as well.
It was sooooo loud I got scared many times but it was super fun!
The cheering and clappings after the fire-crackers had finish burning.
And everyone wish for good luck and fortune, more wealth, shouting ''huat ah!'' with both hands rise up.













































For lunch, we head to this place just beside a small village with a sea view.
It was good because the wind was strong at times.
We also went to pray the sleeping Buddha.






























































Returned back to hotel, rest and shower.
Then you know what? EATING AGAIN!! :)
Had spaghetti at pizza hut with a cup of mocha frappe. Taste heavenly.















Then we all went to tops market to buy lots of snacks back to Singapore!!
There's this potato chips with like seaweed flavour.
It taste just exactly like seaweed shaker fries in Singapore, just that it is chips.
Aunt swap the entire tray and buy nearly like 10 packets of the SAME snacks.
The tray was empty immediately after we left. Lol!!







After buying snacks from tops market, all 17 of us chill at macdonals.
It feels good because I like having many of people around me.
Even if it was just doing nothing but sitting down, talking about random things, laughing.
And uncle bought fruits from the stall outside and I had fries too!
Me and mum also went out to buy ''gueh''. Very different from Singapore.
We spent like about 2 hrs there and that probably sums up day two which is simple and warm. :)











DAY 3

Third day we spent almost the entire day praying as well. :)
Visited a very big cave with buddha statues inside.
It was very cooling and an eye opening experience.
Had more food as it was the last day!! Hahaha.
Also, went to one place but it suppose to be personal so I shall not blog about it here.

In pizza hut..
Me : '' large veggie pizza ''
Waiter : '' okay ''

A moment later..
Waiter : '' I'm sorry we don't have anymore large pan ''
me and sis : '' ?????? ''
WHY GOT LIKE THAT ONE PIZZA HUT NO LARGE PAN? IS LIKE HOW MANY CUSTOMERS THEY HAVE A DAY?
CONFIRM HAVE ONE LOR!!
One piece of pizza per person is definitely not enough for me ):
And we couldn't order 2 medium size pizza because we were close to broke.
We were left with very little amount of thai baht and we do not want to change anymore currency.



























For the last day, woke up early in the morning at 5am,
check in to the airport and board the plane at 8.30am.
Yes so that is the fourth day to Singapore!
Why can't the flight be at midnight or something then I can spend the last day at hat yai ):


FINALLY DONE.